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2021.11.30 01:03 itbemario5 uneven sprites

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2021.11.30 01:03 Necessary_Block2016 Dog Groomer Here

I have a doodle and I love her so much but I really hate other doodle owners.
They come into my Salon so uneducated. (Not all but the vast majoity) their dog is pelted and they get so angry when I shave their dog cause they want me to brush the poor baby out and keep them long but....
Do people not realize how serious matting is and what dematting can do to a pup or do they just not care? Seriously I want to know.
If you can't maintain the coat you don't deserve it. I guarantee your dog rather be bald then matted. If you can't afford or don't want to pay the grooming fees to maintain a long coat why'd you get a doodle?
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2021.11.30 01:03 the_most_fortunate My spiritual journey and the lessons I have learned.

My spiritual journey started in childhood as I was raised in a semi-religious home. Most of my exploration and contemplation of religious material was done in my own mind, I rejected the way it was taught, to an extent, and formulated my own beliefs. I could not blindly accept, which led to my quitting the church, and embracing counterculture, drugs and sexual exploration.
Cannabis was great at setting the stage, just to know there were other mindstates apart from sobriety, that felt spiritual. My first great breakthrough was with LSD. It was such an eye opening experience. I felt like the only way to escape the mundane, cyclical nature of society was to have an experience like that. I was at once able to see my life from an entirely new perspective and I realized there is so much more to life than what we can immediately observe in our day to day "waking" lives.
This experience sent me on a quest to try many drugs in order to find out everything I could about what is intangible. In one very powerful experience with psilocybin and MDMA, I was struck with the realization that every moment is perfect, that it didn't matter if we were in pain or happy. I felt like I would always see this perfection, but I lost it. And that is what I want to talk about today.
This experience changed my life, quickly for the better, as I was elated for many weeks following as my life took an intense spiritual climb. It was false because it was filled with egoism and delusions of grandeur. I was lost, but I was energized and positively emotional - undiagnosed mania, likely. At the peak of this mania I saw a vision of chaos, and I felt I would become all powerful if I embraced chaos, and made myself comfortable with it. And so began a decent into madness. As you can see, the long term effects of chasing spiritual gain had a detrimental effect and left me bereft of my sanity.
After I recovered from psychosis I felt like the life I had known prior was a sham. I did not have my beautiful psychosis, I did have depression and anxiety and a drug(s) addiction that lasted over a decade. During these years I was aware of a spiritual Self that existed beyond my ordinary Self, I promised I would not forget it, and it broke through every so often sporadically, with synchronicity, or spirit guide contact, and that was meaningful at the time. Honestly, I was fearful of resuming a spiritual path because I did not want to return to madness, once I had a stable foothold in society, and I knew it could all fall apart if I chased those highs again.
One of my spiritual mentors who knew my story well told me he was impressed by my desire to "know God's mind". And at 31 years old I had that calling again. I began, in earnest, to resume my studies and follow a regimented spiritual practice. There were times I was afraid, and I was tested. At times I had to confront my fears, and unearth a lot of the trauma that was defeating me. I did this work alone because I had nobody to confide in. My wife left me. I no longer lived near my family. I did not seek therapy.
One day something clicked. I was seeking to follow God's will. I yielded my own will to God. Daily. I surrendered myself in this way every morning and every time I thought about it during the day. I meditated every night.
The thing is. I was waiting for something. Waiting for something to signify that I had made it. I thought a fucking bell would ring or the trumpets would sound for the apocalypse or yknow - some massive shift in perception all at once. I could have been waiting for years.
What clicked was acceptance. Spiritual fulfillment (ie: enlightenment) by way of acceptance/forgiveness/self-surrender.
1 - I accepted enlightenment because it would have eluded me forever if I kept chasing it and never attaining it. I accepted God's will is complete, so my will has to be God's will. Whatever he wills, I will.
2 - Forgiveness is complete. If I forgive one person I might as well forgive the entire world and especially myself for all of my blunders.
3 - And surrendering it all, anything at all, the good and the bad. It's not my burden. I hand it over to God, or my higher consciousness, it's not my worry, it is what it is, just let it be.
These three actions are tied so closely together they are inseparable. Acceptance and forgiveness are virtually the same thing. We accept ourselves as we are meaning we forgive ourselves. And after we accept its natural to surrender it. We can appreciate its presence, but it is unnatural to hold onto it.
There were so many ups and downs after this. Good days, bad days. Good weeks, bad weeks. And several times where things "clicked", I lost it. Clicked, lost it again. And then some plateaus were reached. False plateaus, some sturdy ones, it was painful and inconsistent. Eventually a balance was struck. Yin and Yang. Not in there, but the whole that encapsulates it.
Very important but simply stated: fostering the growth of compassionate love (agapé).
So things were well. And I toyed around with manifestation and got myself out of debt and met my twin flame and did some fun Neville Goddard type tricks. This seems to be what a lot of people are interested in because if spirituality promises a better life, which it can potentially do, why not use that ability? I get it, but that was just another step in a series of many steps.
Then I toyed around with godhood and the idea that we are limitlessly powerful, our only barriers are self-imposed - We're all equal, living man is God - Philippians 2:6 who being in his very nature God, did not consider it robbery to be equal with God - John 10:34 is it not written in your law, I have said, ye are Gods? - this train of thought led me to the realm of what is ineffable, something of personal divinity that doesn't translate into English. I delved into Mysticism of various religions and saw the miracle of interconnectedness spanning across the entire universe, the enlightened soul inside of every being, the precious life of a fly, the serenity in the snow after midnight.
But really, what value does that have here? I once said I could change my past with forgiveness, that is to say, by forgiving it. And I also said that forgiveness was linked to forgetfulness. We forgive it and let it go. But why would I want to change anything about my past? Why would I want to erase my suffering?
I had to let it all go. Everything. The whole spiritual journey. I had to forget it all in order to move on. I wondered if I was wrong about absolutely everything and that this whole journey was just utter nonsense. So I dropped it and just lived. The tools were in place to make life pretty easy, and thoughtless, and carefree. I did that until recently. And the epiphany came back from my 18 year old mushroom trip.
Every moment is perfect.
Well what does that mean? Every moment is perfect. It has to be, because that's what happened, that's what's happening.
Can we really change it? I mean, we can, but how in control are we? We can effect our immediate surroundings, but can we save the world? Does it matter? What about Joe Shmoe? Does it matter if he wants to change the world or just live his life?
Anyway, I digress. If every moment is perfect, why would I change anything? And what was I waiting for back then, that I didn't already have? What knowledge did I need to make all the pieces fit together?
And I think that the answer is so subtly obvious there's no way to point at it and say, aha, that was it. And that's the problem with all of this spirituality and speculation and grimoires it never actually gets anywhere if it isn't for the grace of God. And this state of grace is what we seek but we don't know it is a gift. We can only hope that we have it but it isn't a certainty in this life. But once we have tasted it, we know that is enough, and when we stop chasing it, we can remember that it's real, and we can say to ourselves that it's not necessary to be there all of time. If not today then maybe tomorrow. If not this lifetime maybe the next. And life goes on.
Every moment is perfect.
There is a part 1 in my pinned posts on my profile.
Thank you all, many blessings, and be well ❤
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2021.11.30 01:03 Otherwise-Banana7311 Know the work place

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2021.11.30 01:03 clip_mirror_bot Will on Ludwig leaving and the future of streaming culture

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2021.11.30 01:03 Snapes_Cat Fuck it, I can’t keep going like thid

I’m gonna do whatever it takes to feel good again; to feel pleasure again
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2021.11.30 01:03 lilseraphym Greenish Bananas taste much better than Brownish Bananas

I’m not talking about a completely green unripe banana, I’m talking about a clean yellow banana with a tint of green that has a couple, if any brown marks.
I have a sweettooth but to me the banana tastes better when it’s less sweet like the type I’m talking about. Oh and the little crunch of it is satisfying to bite into and chew as well. I would never eat a banana that is starting to grow a lot of brown spots on it unless it’s for cooking.
Go ahead and try a greenish banana if you haven’t, they’re pleasant :)
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2021.11.30 01:03 Not_ur_normal_guy Ever happened to you?

There's a girl I like and we became really close and I asked her out but she didn't seem interested, we still stayed really close and Ive just been trying to get over my feelings for her, she's super sweet and a great person who I enjoy being around. Then her friend told me today that there was a bit a couple of months ago where the girl I like said to her friends that she has feelings for me but I didn't seem interested (bear in mind Ive liked her since before this) and because I didn't seem interested she lost feelings for me and now I'm annoyed. Just wondering if this has happened to anyone else? Also any advice would b Nice :)
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2021.11.30 01:03 jude_harley DSL to WAN

Already asked this question but it was poorly phrased. I have a DSL cable coming from my wall. I have a WiFi router that needs WAN to operate. I know I need a 2nd device think it's called a modem (?) But can't find exactly what it where this device is. Internet strangers please help me; I don't have much time until I run out of time to return the router if needed. Photo of my profile of what I'm talking about.
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2021.11.30 01:03 cooltreasures Question for those running a KNS piston in their SLR104UR

What KNS piston part number did you use? I know I can measure and determine from there but figured I’d ask people who’ve already done it
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2021.11.30 01:03 Alert_Commission_943 [Request]Can someone change the Blue to match the white one

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2021.11.30 01:03 anyusernameworks4me UK customer who used 125x leverage

As an unverified user and a UK resident who is not allowed to be provided 125x leverage on cryptos - can I be refunded for my losses?
I realise this is a long shot and fully accept that the losses are my own fault, but considering that the exchange was not allowed to offer it in the first place, thought it was worth asking the question 🤷‍♂️
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2021.11.30 01:03 ToneDeafRecords Which one of you showed up to tonight’s football game to boo the Seahawks in person?

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2021.11.30 01:03 seanchin2345 [QC] on this Jordan 11 Cool Grey

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2021.11.30 01:03 throwaway57274927 Debating making a lifestyle change

I’m currently 30 yo, been residing in NJ my whole life, single, work as a SWE currently making ~250k a year working a fully remote super chill gig. The goal is to become financially independent w/o having to rely on a 9-5 ideally by 40, preferably sooner. Ideally, I’d like to start business and/or get into real estate.
A few weeks ago my cousin reaches out to me and says they’re interested in moving to Miami(somewhere I’ve been wanting to live) and asks if I’d be interested in being their roommate once their lease is up in 2022, I said yes.
Now don’t get me wrong, I’m pretty excited to make the move and deep down I feel like I could use this change however another part of me is concerned that I may just be having a FOMO moment and I’ll just end up regretting my decision due to the fact I’ll be spending money that could’ve been invested(we plan on renting 2bd2bth as oppose to house hacking). My mind tries to rationalize the decision by saying things like:
“You can always make more money to off set the cost of things”
“This can be your chance to meet people, mentors that may potentially change your life for the better”
“The change of scenery will serve as inspiration/motivation”
“You’re only getting older, this may be your window of opportunity to obtain those experiences you’ve been yearning for before you settle down”
I guess what I getting at is I don’t want to make this decision move down there and regret it but at the same time I don’t want to regret not taking that chance since time waits for no one and I’m only getting older...
I’d love to get some advice, hear opinions, thoughts, etc. Thanks
TLDR: I’m such a libra. Not sure whether to continue living well below my means living a pretty unexciting lifestyle as means of delaying gratification or take a chance by moving from NJ to Miami build a network, hustle and live a little before starting a family, getting married, etc.
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2021.11.30 01:03 Not-A-Russian-Spy- [WTS] Mk18, Keymo, UCWRG, Dong, Glock stuff (SD)

PayPal or cashapp, prices shipped.
-DD Ris II Mk18 length. Kinda painted but no other salt. Includes all hardware and wrench. $325
-Deadair keymo micro brake. Used for one range trip. $60
-Umbrella Corp grip and logo forward assist, new. $50
-Excellent Romanian dong AK furniture set. $150
-Dueck Defense Glock RBU for multiple red dots. Tritium version, installed at a shop then taken off with an aluminum punch. Never even fired with. Fits Leupold 1-2, Doctor, J Point, Fast Fire 1-3, Vortex VipeVenom per their website. $70
-TTI mag well and a Glockstore aluminum extended mag release. Mag well is meant for a Gen 3 G17 but will also kinda fit a G19- I added pics minus the scary piece to show how it looks. Mag release is also Gen 3. $70 for both.
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2021.11.30 01:03 Voulgata Should I Reach Out to an Estranged Father?

Okay, so I am the curious type and I want to reach out to my boyfriend's biological father. He and his bio-dad do not talk, but he says he is somewhat open to talking, since the bio-dad tried to reach out.
Due to unknown circumstances, my boyfriend was put in foster care at a young age, and was adopted by an amazing family. This leaves me wondering, what happened, what is his dad like, does the family have any congenital diseases we should worry about?
How bad could it go if I were to contact his dad? We are gay, so that's a whole different issue and potential drama.
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2021.11.30 01:03 ReditGcg2002 WUT?! #Shorts

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2021.11.30 01:03 Professional_Cat_298 It's his lowest subscriber rate.

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2021.11.30 01:03 mistercrinje Kyle Drippenhouse

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2021.11.30 01:03 helpfulgalz2 Mom and Dad LOL

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2021.11.30 01:03 csgonoob0 Adidas 25% off code don’t need it. Enjoy!

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2021.11.30 01:03 CuriousBeez2021 Apple CarPlay is not working

Apple CarPlay is not working in my 2019 X5. I can see it on the screen. When I touch/select it, it doesn’t do anything. I can’t play music or make a call. I can hit play on my iPhone and it’ll play on the car speakers. It just doesn’t work on the car touchscreen.
Does anyone know why or how to fix it? Thanks.
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2021.11.30 01:03 Useful_Inspector_262 where’s the best place to meet new people?

restarting my social circle and trying to meet new people
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