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I'm 17 and I don't know what to do with my life

2021.09.20 03:41 ThisUserDied I'm 17 and I don't know what to do with my life

Hi! I am writing this because lately I have been feeling worthless, forgotten, lost and so hopeless. My parents aren't divorced but they don't really talk much, it's like they are forced to be together because of me and my brothesisters, this makes me feel like a burden to them, I keep thinking about this everyday. I have friends to spend the time with but I feel like our interests don't match, they are too superficial, always putting a show and never act like themselves, just for attention. I never had a girlfriend, I tried to but I got rejected twice and I love too hard, once my heart chooses a girl I can't get her out my mind. But I feel like I am unlovable, I mean why would someone love me? I'm not that tall (1.72), my skin is a little dark, I am not too talkative but I can keep a conversation. I think that something is wrong with me, my emotions are broken, growing up my parents didn't care about my feelings, regular things like saying "love you mom/dad" "thank you" "please" were rare, unnatural and now I feel uncomfortable opening up to my friends, saying what hurts me because I feel like I shouldn't bother anyone with my problems. I am not writing this for attention but for help. Years have passed and my condition is getting worse and I fear that I might walk onto the verge of suicide If I won't solve my problems, I really need some help because I can't take it anymore, this emptiness... sadness....hopeless is kiling me. There's been almost 4 years and I am still thinking about committing suicide on my 18th anniversary, I never said this to anyone.
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2021.09.20 03:41 GreenerSkies8625 Mana Leak in cEDH

Recently I've been considering what 2-mana counter i want to put in UG midrange deck (other than Mana Drain and Counterspell). I've noticed for a long time that Mana Leak doesn't show up in any popular cEDH decks, and am trying to figure out why. I think in a lot of cases, for midrange/control decks at least, it is a lot stronger than delay, and I don't see a lot of times where opponents are holding up 3 mana when they cast a dangerous spell. Going into a stack war, Mana Leak is great backup, obviously not as good as Spell Pierce or Miscast, but much more versatile to have in your deck overall.
What are your opinions on the card in the context of cEDH? Is it playable? What are the reasons it would or wouldn't be?
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2021.09.20 03:41 Adorable_Way_7138 Sugar!!!!! Body tender to the touch !

I've researched and researched and can't find anyone or anyone posting about something similar. If I eat sugar before bed (cakes, cookies, ice cream, whatever) the next morning I will wake up with body soreness, like a tender to the touch when i press, type of soreness! Mainly concentrated soreness over my abdomen. My other fibro pain feels like just body aches. But sugar causes a pain that is sore to touch. Anyone else???? What is this?
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Hi has anyone gotten permitted for an earthbag house in San Bernardino County?
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2021.09.20 03:41 Choice_Ear_730 Has anyone recently gave car " B" category trail exam on Thulo Bharayang?

I have few queries :
1)How is the trail driving center compared to other driving trail center? Do you advice to take driving class at that driving center before trail?
2) What should I read for written test exam ? I don't have any material that is asked in trail exam
3)Is dropping a trail exam a good idea? I have not even practise driving for a weeks I joined a trail class but I am fearing when will new trail exam gonna open and forgetting what I have learned till now.
4)Which car do they use for trail exam? I am practising on Maruti red color taxi on my driving center.
5) How much does it cost for trail exam?
6)Where is the location of Thulo Bharayang yatata? Do you know which public route should I use while travelling from Boudha?
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